This is not your typical "fuck the haters" or even me threatening to kick people's asses type of entry. *Looks below at Andy's hackage* O_O lol. This is more of me planting seeds of my beliefs into certain people's heads. Okay, okay, this is a little bit of a preach, but Nu Nu Doll style. =)
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*On my love life:I wake up everyday thankful for the wonderful man that I am blessed and lucky enough to have in my life. Andy Lunique isn't just another "boyfriend" per-say. He is most definitely the one that was made for
me.
[Point #1]Why be jealous of my relationship when you'll have a turn to fall in love too? Even if you, yes YOU MYSTERIOUS READER, even if you are from a
different walk of life and are totally different from me, you will also find
your love. Really.
Everyone deserves love. Even your evil exes. Because to you he could have been an asshole, a douche, every single horrid name in the book, but to some other girl, he could simply be the man of her dreams.
Because just as badly, as desperately you are waiting for your turn, your chance at love, there is someone out there that is equally feeling the same way... Someone who gets butterflies while he/she gets ready to see you, someone who will tuck you in at night when you're sick. There IS someone for
you.
*On the "omg she's sickening w/ all her love talk and love gush"
Keep in mind that I AM NOT HOLDING A GUN TO YOUR HEAD and forcing you to read my blog updates. You are free to x out of my blog, stop following if you prefer to if you are truly offended.
[Point #2]Is it sickening because I know that the emotions I feel are
c o m p l e t e l y pure? Or is it frightening to see someone so sure, so certain of her feelings for someone else?
Or is it sickening because you yourself have
not yet experienced these true, pure, intense emotions as I do?
*On the "color thing"Yes, I am an Asian woman who is in LOVE with her significant other who is from a
different race and color. I am very much aware that Andy is BLACK. I've gotten disapproving looks before, and I don't see the point of it.
[Point #3]Andy is black, but that does not mean that if I cut him he won't bleed like everyone else, like an Asian, a Caucasian, or even a Latino person. He is not a mutant, I assure you all. He is a person. (A sexy hot one that turns me on intensely...And omg his arms...sorry...slight digression) Just because his skin is black, it does not mean that the
H E A R T this wonderful man owns is black also.
*On the "you changed him/he changed you people"I'll admit if you put a tablespoon of clingy, 1/2 a tablespoon of needy, and a dash of insecure bitch together then you'll get a
YOUNGER version of Nu Nu Doll. Oh yes, I'm not even kidding...
[Point #4]It's called growth. Growing into the person
you were meant to be. Growing into the person that you
always were but didn't know how to be. People change many times in their lives, and one of those times is when that person finds another that was
made to understand them.
*On the "he/she belongs with me & I should have voiced my true feelings to him/her people"Yes, these people do unfortunately exist, even if I like it or not, so why not address them too?
[Point #5]Andy Lunique belongs to Nu Nguyen. Andy wins.
Nu Nguyen belongs to Andy Lunique. Nu wins.
:P
So why encourage those premature wrinkles of frustration, those frown lines? Botox is expensive, my seeds that I am attempting to plant, my beliefs are up for grabs. (
FOR FREE!) Surround yourself with happy feelings instead those of jealously and hate, and your happiness shall find you too. It will.
Smooches,
Nu Nu Doll.